What Rainbows say

I remember days so dark, and the only way I could smile my way through them was that my children needed to believe it was alright...They looked to me, and I was their mirror of what they should feel. so I made sure I was alright...darn sure...and when I was given a rare private moment, few and far between that first summer, I headed for the mountains, and always always always as I ascended that mountain road, I would come upon rainbow after rainbow saying to me I promise that there will not be a flood greater than you can withstand...and then I knew as hard as it was, i would survive the emmotional gush crashing over and around me...and there on the mountain road was born the faith that others find in their sanctuary of church and alter, my spirit hears inner lessons in the world, in stars and wind and earth, which if the church is his home , then he chooses to teach me in the yard.